Those were the days...

Those were the days. I miss them and I want to re-live them!! God, are you listening to me??

* Going swimming even before it gets bright in the morning, coming back and cycling

* Spending everyday of the summer vacation with the same friend, talking, playing scrabble and killing time till eternity

* Walking 3 kilometers to escape from college

* Sitting on the scooter with my friend knowing that neither of us know how to drive it

* Having someone wait in the mall while I stand in sun for long with my best friend and watch
the mechanic fix the scooter

* Going to sec-18 w/o telling the warden, and sitting outside the hostel building and waiting to see the response to the apology letter; only to see it coming all torn

* Going just for a crazy drive after dinner each night to have dessert

* Being all ready to sit on a screwed up kinetic honda on a Delhi main road knowing that if it
stops some where we won’t be able to start it again

* Having someone knock my door at 3 in the night when it’s raining like hell and go out just to have a coffee

* Believing someone saying that "Fried Ice Cream” tastes good

* Sitting in the sun for a protest and text messaging; crossing the mark of 100 in a few hours

* Going to Lucknow for a reason and then ending up in Haridwar

* Freaking out all night long and ending up in a five star in night suit

* Having the CCD guys tell us to leave cz they wanted to close for the day

* Traveling entire “New Delhi” just to catch the show of DHOOM 2

* Not knowing how to ride the scooter but going to India Gate to have desi-chat and buy
balloons. Then coming back and forgetting the way; getting stuck in the traffic

* Going for all the morning shows at PVR

* Getting locked outside my own house at 1 in the night and borrowing cell phone from a random labor guy to call for help

* Studying just at the eleventh hour and crack the exams

* The “Oh-yeah-whatever” attitude

* Sitting on wooden planks rested on inverted pots (so called canteen), only to have bread pakoras and get sun burnt

* Hating people, being a brat, throwing attitude, not caring about anything

* Buying stuff from the back door of closed canteen

* Getting all broke and having cheap meals at “Reena’s Restaurant”

* Enjoying going for the job interviews not for jobs but to hang out with friends.

* Getting threats from the college authorities to be thrown out of the hostel

* Coming back from CP late in the night, confusing the auto-rickshaw driver and ending up in
Dwarka

* Being single and blowing 4000 bucks on phone bill

* Betting on chess games at Barista

* Waking up in the middle of the night and going out to hunt for my favorite flavored ice cream

All I Want is Everything!!

Hey people,

If you have read my previous post, I mentioned that I was trying to know myself better. Remember? Yeah, well, there is more to say on that. No no.. I don't meditate for that. Just think and try to analyze stuff. I don't know what I am looking for; or what am I trying to know. All I know is that There is something hidden that needs to be unmasked!

Who doesn't want happiness, succes, good luck in life? But not everyone is able to find 'em. WHY?? I think thats because its about not what you want, its about how badly you want it!

Ahm!! I don't know what direction am I heading towards, all I know is that there is alot that I want to write but I am going completely haphazard!! I have never been so vague and un understandable. And you know, I hate being like this. I think I have worsen myself over the last few years. I miss my good self. Those innocent thoughts, those simple ways of living, those selfless emotions, those clear thoughts, those undiplomatic interactions, those blunt talks. Gosh! How I badly i miss them. Is it normal? Or is it that I am not able to cope up with the changing times?
Loosing innocence is an issue of great importance to me. But tell me, how many of us take things so seriously? And, should we be doing this?
Leaving this one with a question for you all to answer....